Withered Lilac cluster🪻

The thought that kills you is the thought they dusted away like a featherweight,

Maybe the things you kept inside are slowly poisoning you and putting you to sleep?

You wanna say, you wanna hear, you will be told, you will be named, but you will never be listened to;

What else do you need when there is no continuity, consistency, stability, regularity, or perpetuity?

Are you convincing yourself to be who you are, or will you never be the you that you imagined?

Will the teacher be able to teach if they haven't taught the skills that make them a teachable teacher?

Seriously, it is repeating, the same end of blazing July, the same confused and unaccepted me?

I'm in fog even though the temperature is on point, clear sky, I'm clouded, torn, scattered,

Here I'm once again stumbling in the dark, and I've lost my map, wandering without a compass;

How to get out of this loop, I detoured in silence and aimlessly strayed from the path,

I will be given a topic to write, but my mind will not understand the meaning. Still, the poem got views?

Following the flow and unfollowing the glow, but never been so slow in understanding people.

I was in a row, the same thing, the something, the anything, and at last it's nothing verse,

Can you get the same mark in an exam twice, same location, unknowingly, same route?

How will the paper feel after being written by the same things on and on and over again?

How will the ink speak, knowing the writer holds storms in the eyes, and it can be felt through letters?

Does she have a human fire, or am I just feeling heat near her said the paper, which is about to get ignited.

Every month has a story, and every human has a story. Believe me, every girl has a fairy tale story.

Where she is the fairy and the tale, no one knows the world inside her, only she does, she alone does.

I hope someday, like someday, I would like to explain in detail about the fantasy, the parallel world,

The Magics, the real me, and I think I didn't meet such a kind of person till now, the one who listens!