Can we just start our life together?

In a week, I got weak without hearing anything from you;

It was a 12 year relationship, but it feels like just 12 minutes;

I and you, we are on and off, then and there in years after years;

It was a contact less covid for us, we protected and distanced us;

I choose me over you and concentrated on my workholic life, left you;

I never dreamt of letting you go, but i did for my parents life, forgot mine;

I blamed me, but you are struggling to breath without me that i noticed;

Let me play a game, you put forth your efforts with imaginative wife;

Love was casually cruel, So I mastered the game and made you fool;

Labyrinth heart that got back its soul ,once i saw you with my eyes;

Laconic reply is what i expect, where i always do hella cold wars in texts;

Lacuna larva are the things you made me when you can be lovable likely;

Luminance is what it feels when you buy me dresses, they are my assets;

Location sharing is small thing, but that unexpectedly united us ultimately;

You chased me like I was your trophy, but you made me feel like I'm the one;

You wanted me to taste your mom's sweet, my bad I missed it; Now I regret;

You will never know that I once prayed for times like this.to be with you;

You are lingering like a new born to proceed any further, I begged you man!

You are afraid of your self, But you are the damn king of my palace, your majesty;

You complete me, before I even think about my personality and character;

You have no idea that I fight againt the world just to see your divine smile;

And  it's all started at the zoological park where we talked for hours,the ways will tell our story;

Are we cursed by the nature, universe separated us in multiple ways but we got out cleverly;

Arguing became longing for love, December is our month,your gifts made me feel like Christmas;

Ambiance of the night and your blue pearl shirt shined so bright that I forgot moon exists;

As months passes January 8th graces me with you, it's divine holy that I prayed for marriage;

At the end of the March,there we met again but I already gifted watch that couldn't timetravel;

Across the road you floored your hands and made my feelings grow;

Medicine would have cured me but you are my illness so I refused to get wellness;

Marrying you is my favorite part,where I am waiting for God's permission;

Many things drifted away,but our monthly meet ups are upto date;

Meaningful was you all along my life, and I want everyone to know that you head over heels beb;

Making every seconds blessed I prayed to God to make him mine;

More and more years to go with you was my unanswered question from you;

Missed you so , I loved you in all my 20s and in my grey hair, those bike rides I want forever;