Dearest God,This is really what I want?

Because I never had it in my life,will I?

It may be a scar that's why God protected?

Will it destroys my fragile fragrance for real?

Rather die than let you go was my trope,may be?

Why am I falling for fictional characters,they ain't?

Will anyone love me the way I do,like in this life?

Once I want to get soaked in rain,heavy thunder?

Will I get flower bouquets in the early morning?

Sunsets and chocolate are mine,so what is yours?

Is there any 7th dimensions that I could escape?

Will it be OK, if I change my character from now?

Will I able to breathe the air of lovious Lompoc?

Am I being too delusional in asking me these?

But no one ever asked me,will I able to answer?

No one talked about the girl,who had no choice?

I literally give my all,may be he is that worthless?

Will I see those portraits of us,in bedroom lights?

Did it makes sense that I'm 24,and I write love?

And never does in real life,universe is against me?

May be I love the love stories and haven't seen it?

Hot teen were wasted in my Series and dramas?

May be luck is still waiting for those prayers?

My Man is securing me from those players,Huh?

Take it as request and find me soon,I want to say?

But I'm scared to be in a relationship,does it ruin?

I have seen more stories,maybe want mine now?

Most of my predictions are failures,no success?

May be I'm too loud,but these are running inside?

If What should I do is my unanswerable question?

What will be your damn unquestionable answer?