To me, For me, Maybe me!

I used to be happy spirit, bewildered in straight roads;

I loved every seconds, now its traumatic minutes, every time,

Believed in true love, befuddled even with my best friend,

Looks around and inhaled alacrity, but now buoyancy got lost;

Roamed town carelessly, scrutiny is my inhaler oxygen,

Delighted to meet new people, timid and timorous lil girl scared,

Kept my feelings hostages, flew and lost to find the destination,

To all those unhinged and muddled question, I stopped to answer;

I tried to calm my lioness, people would crawl for forgiveness once;

Building in silence, makes power they said. But I lost me in finding me.

Losing your control over yourself is the best thing happen on earth;

Because at least you can be you at that change of time, seconds do matters.

Those chocolates taste sour and never tried to be sweeter, Did I lost taste?

All my favorites purples became blues, Am I that color blind to find mine;

To wear my clothes, those judgement eyes stalked me without knowing me,

All those lilac never tuned my mood, Am I that sick of me, Nowadays?

Felt the Coolest in the Middle of the May Month, Frozen thoughts or my plots?

Do my current friends are Blessing or A life lesson, God Knows all the answers.